June 2010
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite...
I have a lot of favorite memories, and all of them include my dad, my sister, my brother, kayla witt, nathan farley, angelica lannamann, sarina renick, bridgit fatora, becca buhler, kelsey lghjdfghkjsdgkdy :], and countless others.
SO thank you guys.
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Obviously, Nathan Farley. And his kisses make me melt.
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance...
Dear you,
I’d love to give you another chance, but baby you’ve out done your stay. You’re way past second chance, you’re on chance seventeen now, and I’ve just about had it with your foolish games, so goodbye. I’m happy now, leave me alone
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first...
HAHAHA, oh god okay this one goes to shauna x]
Dear SHAUNA,
First of all when I first met you, I hated you, I thought you were a big giant bitch, and boy was I right ;D This is how our first day went..hahahaa
-shauna walks into the classroom in a super ‘gossip girl’ish outfit
me: …..BLAIR WALDORF LIVES!!!!
friend: …hahaha who does she think she is?
me: BLAIR WALDORF...
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Dear Nathan Farley,
The day I found out that you’d cheated on me, twice, I fell apart, I couldn’t think straight for months, and it still baffles me that you could do something so cruel to me. It tore me apart, and it’s why I still can’t trust you entirely, and why it scares me when I go to the states. But even though you ripped my heart into a million pieces, you also...
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or...
Dear you,
You’re annoying habit of being depressed then happy then depressed again, is getting on my nerves. You can’t just choose to be my friend one day then shaft me the next. thats not how friendships work. so pfft, to you.
I suppose I’ll just clean my room
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Dear self that I was 3 years ago,
Even though I was naive and immature, I wish I was the person I was 3 years ago. I wish I was still the carefree happy person that I was, but I’m not. I’m a monster now, a sad gloomy monster.
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Honestly
I wish I never met either of you. Fuck off already
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
I didn’t really have a lot of friends when I was little…that I can recall at least. I spent alot of my time with my brother…but I guess the one person I miss the most from my childhood is my best friend Sierra :]
Dear Sierra,
We barely talk now, even though we have each other’s facebooks. I guess thats what happens when someone moves half way around the world. I remember...
Oops: Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your...
I just realized I did Day 15 twice. haha oh well. Anyway I’ll make up for it
There’s a lot of people I wish lived in my state slash country.
So.. Dear all of my friends in the united states,
I miss you all so much, and some days I wish I never moved back here just so I could stay in Daly City and chill with you all. I had some of the best memories there. I love you all and I miss...
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Shauna: Okay so I fucking switched to the fucking cw and SURPRISE dakota fuckingfanning was on my mutha’ fuckin’ tv screen. I wanted to gag, oh wait no, I did gag
Me: …..did you turn the channel?
Shauna: FUCK!
Me: you just…left it on
*shauna’s mom in the back ground ‘AYE ANAK! DAT GURL YOU TINK IS UGLY IS ON DA TEEFEE! ANAK! ANAK COME SEE COME SEE!’
...
HAHA
me: I fucking hate these people
Shauna: ....they fucking hate you too
me: CLEARLY
Shauna: Esp' me. I totes cn't stand yuh dank ass. sah' good right?
me: I totes hate you
Shauna: totes mcgoats
me: ....i told you that word you stealing sack of shit
Shauna: fuck off man slut
me: fuck you lint lickkkkkuuuhhh
Shauna: THAT RIGHT THERE! thats why people don't like you, only the people from the Dakota's are lint lickers.
me: ....why?
Shauna: BECAUSE THEY'RE THE DAKOTA'S. NORTH, SOUTH, FANNING, THEY ALL SUCK
me: ...agreed about the fanning one
she always makes me feel better : D
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Dear you,
Thank you, so much for promising me that you’d always be there for me. Thank you for promising me that we were going to become closer and not drift from one another. Thanks for breaking your promises. Thanks for calling me a fake friend behind my back, when in reality babe, you’re just as fake as the rest of us. Thanks for treating me like I’m not good enough for you, but you...
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Dear Dad,
I miss you right now, I could really use your laughter to cheer me up. I can’t wait for you to come home, I really need you right now.
God would never take something away from you,...
hiimnicole:
rezc: rreow: (via jessbabez)
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Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Dear ______,
I miss you so incredibly much that it keeps me awake at night. It tugs at my heart sometimes, but I guess, oh well right? I still hate you.
I can't take it anymore
I find myself chanting one more year, one more year over a thousand times an hour now.
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Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
I don’t even know where to start with this, because I’ve drifted from so many people. So I’ll make this a general letter.so…
Dear people that I have drifted away from,
I’m not going to lie, I drifted away on purpose. For the past like….4 years I’ve been trying to figure out who I am, and who I want to be. And you can never get a conclusion without...
I don't know what you want from me
Leave me the fuck alone, stop yelling at me for shit that you do. Stop saying I’m in the pain in your ass, when I’m the one in pain. Stop constantly reminding me that I’m a failure. Just leave me alone, I’ll be gone in 365 days, so just let me be. Go away.
I really love how when i say I can’t hear out of my left ear and that it reaallyyy hurts, you laugh. Thankks, thanks a lot.
This is why I hate summer
I always get subjected to cleaning all fucking day. And I get yelled at for shit I didn’t even do. I just wanna go back to school so I can graduate and get the fck out of here.
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Dear person,
I wish I could forgive you for all the shit you put/are putting me through. But honestly, I can’t.
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot...
Dear boy who we will call jackass.
You put me through hell for two years, two years that I’ll never get back, two years that was the worse pain that I ever experienced in my entire 17 years of being alive. You shook me and knocked me down so many times, I don’t even know how you had the heart to do it. I don’t even know what to say to you no thats a lie, i have so much to say...
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk...
If I could talk to any person who isn’t alive today, I think it would be Andy Warhol. Because…well that one needs no explanation. the dude was fucking amazing
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Day 10 - A person you don't talk to as much as...
Truth of the matter, I wish I talked to everyone I know more than i actually do. I’ve been shutting people out for a while now, and if I know any of you, and you’re reading this…I’m sorry.
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I just realized...
I actually do make all of my life decisions in the shower….haha
Day 7- Your ex boyfriend
Dear Exboyfriend who will remain anonymous,
ahem, you filled my mind with false promises and my heart with fake little stories. You promised me everything would be okay and that you would never leave me alone in the dark, then you did a complete 180 and left. You, just left. So thank you, for ruining me, for crushing me, for being the reason for my falling.
So goodbye, I’m glad that we...
I hate being sick
Especially when it’s raining an entire week. Thank geezuz school is almost over!!!